Strong start?

It's almost noon on my first day back on THM and I am already feeling like I have started weak!  As mentioned last night I am not prepared food-wise at all. Eating is so over-rated in my mind and I find it boring... kind of funny to hear from someone that's over-weight!  But it's true! I usually drink my calories in the form of my delicious coffee, either made at home via my kierig or by a green aproned goddess, I also drink soda throughout the day.  Major, major sugar throughout the day!  This next couple of days should be interesting with my withdrawals but I am going to get through with God's help... lots of prayer and scripture reading.

As you see, in the picture above, I am not shy about posting pics of me on the scale or in whatever state (meaning I don't hide purposely behind someone).  Through the blog you will find pics of in all my glory! I am trying to think of an outfit I can wear for my before pic so I can fully show progress through my journey; maybe some leggings and a tank top, stay tuned for that!  I just don't want to be looking all drab and depressed in my before pic!  Some of these women look like they are taking a mug shot or are being sentenced for life!  I wanna look fab & happy no matter what weight I am!

So, getting on the scale this morning doesn't really phase me.  I am not one to see a number and get depressed.  To me, it's really about how I feel.  I am so tired of being in the "sugar daze", not being able to focus, feeling out of it all the time, not sleeping well... if you are reading this, you probably know how I feel!  I can't see too many skinny chicks reading this, LOL! No offense to skinny women... I have lots of close friends who are skinny and they are fabulous too!  Through my blog I will be getting on the scale A LOT and posting LOTS of pics!  I think visually it helps someone starting the journey or feel the hope that they can and will lose the baggage!  Stay tuned to more on how I feel this is all baggage!  More to come out of this brain and my experiences!!!